Roses and Rains

Blackout for almost 8 hours.....
whats a girl to do in a lonely island
specially when she is stuck with her mom (rolls eyes)
...................it was a beautiful evening tho
the rain and the breeze.....if not anyone..roses in my garden looked very happy
so i took out my camera and froze the moment :P

the dew on leaves...ripples made by raindrops..shining pebbles..

my mom and i were talking about the time when Japs hit on Andaman Island
bloody cruel.............
some of the most gruesome way to give death
like they use to tell men to dig holes and then bury them alive
or torture by pulling nails out and then shooting the person and not just once.

Why, why would anyone do that...for a piece of land..just so that someone can clean your house and make your tea?
how can people get so cruel...and then they actually believe there is a devil, besides themselves
where was the self consciousness ????????????????????????
no matter how much i keep on mumbling 'how can they do this?'
its done.....to be honest i fear for the murderer more than the victim
those who die..move on..to a better place ...those who stay, live in guilt
no wonder people back from war suffered so many mental disorder.......
there are so many things i wonder about...how can people just take lives....what if it were you son or your father
those who kill is are just plain murderers and nothing more than that....and as gross as they are...i still don't believe in death sentences
Why would u fall down like them?......

Port Blair's system is sucking life out of me...from peon to officers everyone takes bribe...and for what ?? oils?? making roads??
I mean common people...your son runs his bike on the same road...at least make it for him

Sometimes i feel so helpless, that all i could do is just ramble on this blog which barely 3 people read and then go back to sleep.
DUH !!!

Anyway,there is still some beauty left on earth....if not in human, atleast in roses and rains.