Last piece of Gold

Last piece of gold 

To be saved or sold 

For this moment to behold 

Can I leave tomorrow cold? 

Trust miseries of  past to taunt 

And concerns of future to haunt 

When present was killed swiftly

In the process of making decisions quickly 

Last piece of gold 

Either saved or sold 

Will never give enough security 

That it overrides our mortality.

Rebound Lovers

I can feel you deep in me trying to heal yourself
And you are failing miserably
Seriously, it's pathetic how we hide behind our skins
You are in me thinking its a mistake
Piss take, we piss on our lovers grave tonight
Corrupt our souls, fuck each others mind
Out goes the reasons flying towards the sky

We are high on pain and pain killers

I've been haunted by fortune tellers
Dream sellers, doctors, philosophers and wise souls
Begging me to be a better man and straighten my crooked mould
But tonight we play on the floor like abandoned children of an inbred mother
Misusing our freedom, abusing the temple and mocking our Father
We burn his kingdom, rubbing our bodies together, speaking in unholy tongue
The ashes that are settled in our lungs
Will be the souvenir of our feat and our defeat.

this is my path
and i'll walk on it like a braveheart
I wear my heart on my sleeve
so i don't blame you for disregarding it


I'll close my eyes and walk on water
I'm living the life of a martyr

i believe the choices i make .. the people i love.. are all just weapons in my hand that i pick to hurt myself.

Just a looming feeling of end around the corner.
Water sitting on the rim of my glass.  Ready of fall out. Undone. Free from all containments.

It's hard to keep myself together

...And even through it all,  this icy cold winter that I fight
I have a fire in me.

A fire of hopes, dreams, innocence like that of a child.
A whisper from heaven saying,
"things will be fine if you make it to the other side."

Lessons to be learnt and forgotten

What have I learned from living?
I have learned that loving and being loved may not happen simultaneously
That you cry the loudest without tears
Emotions run wild
Circumstances leave you tied
Free flowing, like water
That there are things that you can feel but not hold
Shifting constantly to fit the puzzle
Protected, controlled, poked and played with
That even when your soul is tired
Your legs don't stop
That these words are as empty as this world.